''Do What's Important!''
Dr. Grace Dammann -
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---As many of you know, Dr. Grace Dammann, was involved in a head-on collision on the Golden Gate Bridge. This happened around May 20, 2008. It was touch-and-go for awhile, but there are now pictures posted on her website that show there is a marked improvement. She is getting better, as we speak.
---I, myself, have always held Dr. Grace in high regard. She and Dr. Behrman have been my doctors since I began living, here, five years, now, come November.
---She was in a coma for several weeks. The doctors didn't quite know exactly what the outcome would be. Though, she needs time to rehab and rest, she is doing quite well.
---She has gotten over 30,000 hits on the CaringBridge website, tracking her progress. Many, have sent love and good wishes, her way.
---She has, also, sent a message back to US all. This is the one that I heard, anyway. It is one that many people at the Hospital, could echo. It is simply this - ''Do what is important.''
---Thanks, Dr. Grace D., and CARRY ON with the business of healing. As the BEATLES once said:
---As many of you know, Dr. Grace Dammann, was involved in a head-on collision on the Golden Gate Bridge. This happened around May 20, 2008. It was touch-and-go for awhile, but there are now pictures posted on her website that show there is a marked improvement. She is getting better, as we speak.
---I, myself, have always held Dr. Grace in high regard. She and Dr. Behrman have been my doctors since I began living, here, five years, now, come November.
---She was in a coma for several weeks. The doctors didn't quite know exactly what the outcome would be. Though, she needs time to rehab and rest, she is doing quite well.
---She has gotten over 30,000 hits on the CaringBridge website, tracking her progress. Many, have sent love and good wishes, her way.
---She has, also, sent a message back to US all. This is the one that I heard, anyway. It is one that many people at the Hospital, could echo. It is simply this - ''Do what is important.''
---Thanks, Dr. Grace D., and CARRY ON with the business of healing. As the BEATLES once said:
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''The Love You Take, Is Equal To The Love You Make.''
''The Love You Take, Is Equal To The Love You Make.''
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For Giving and For Getting -
(Written 10/01/08)
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---I was thinking about the accident that Dr. Grace has been in. I thought about what life-lesson she could be learning...from all this. I see it this way:
---I was thinking about the accident that Dr. Grace has been in. I thought about what life-lesson she could be learning...from all this. I see it this way:
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---Since I have known her it seems that she been very good at giving. I wondered if she receives, as readily.
---I don't know the answer to this, and won't go there, but I do know that life works better, if you receive as well as you give. Giving and getting have to balance.
---People who give all or most of the time, usually, don't get as easily. It is, also, true in reverse. Those who get, or take, can come up short and not know how to give.
---Since I have known her it seems that she been very good at giving. I wondered if she receives, as readily.
---I don't know the answer to this, and won't go there, but I do know that life works better, if you receive as well as you give. Giving and getting have to balance.
---People who give all or most of the time, usually, don't get as easily. It is, also, true in reverse. Those who get, or take, can come up short and not know how to give.
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---In summary, it is, also, necessary to be on the same page. Giving and getting works much better when what is given is needed by the ''getter.'' Just picture how annoying it can be if you need water and you're given sand. It is not a good fit. Sometimes, it can be sadly this - water is needed, but it is refused. It is important to know what you're doing. Take Care.
---In summary, it is, also, necessary to be on the same page. Giving and getting works much better when what is given is needed by the ''getter.'' Just picture how annoying it can be if you need water and you're given sand. It is not a good fit. Sometimes, it can be sadly this - water is needed, but it is refused. It is important to know what you're doing. Take Care.
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Knowing Yourself, Resolves This Dilemma.
Paul H.
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Grace Dammann's Journal
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Grace Dammann's Journal
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Below is the speech Grace wrote and delivered in person at the Dalai Lama's Unsung Heroes of Compassion Event on Sunday, April 26, 2009. New photos have also been posted from the event.Grace asked to thank John, her speech therapist and scribe.CompassionApril 26, 2009Presented to the Unsung Heroes of CompassionFor the last forty years, I have been a somewhat compulsive caregiver. However, I found an appropriate niche in medical school, and have happily practiced medicine for the last twenty-five years. For the last year, however, I have been on the opposite side of the caregiver/caretaker divide. For eleven months, I have been totally dependent on others for everything: for brushing teeth, being fed, wiping my buttocks, helping me in and out of the chair. What I initially thought was that compassion ought to be aligned with warmth and empathy. Now I feel that it must be aligned with wisdom.
Below is the speech Grace wrote and delivered in person at the Dalai Lama's Unsung Heroes of Compassion Event on Sunday, April 26, 2009. New photos have also been posted from the event.Grace asked to thank John, her speech therapist and scribe.CompassionApril 26, 2009Presented to the Unsung Heroes of CompassionFor the last forty years, I have been a somewhat compulsive caregiver. However, I found an appropriate niche in medical school, and have happily practiced medicine for the last twenty-five years. For the last year, however, I have been on the opposite side of the caregiver/caretaker divide. For eleven months, I have been totally dependent on others for everything: for brushing teeth, being fed, wiping my buttocks, helping me in and out of the chair. What I initially thought was that compassion ought to be aligned with warmth and empathy. Now I feel that it must be aligned with wisdom.
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Compassion comes from the Latin word pati, which means to suffer. So compassion means to be fully present with pain and suffering. When I say that compassion ought to be aligned with wisdom what do I mean? What I mean is that when I am served by other people who are driven by their own standards of excellence, and not by the demands of my “whiny self”, and then I am best served by them. I have learned that the most compassionate behavior is that which appropriately encourages my independence from either depressive states of mind or dependence on another being. The least compassionate behavior, conversely, is that which enslaves me, making me dependent on the person performing the behavior.
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When I first woke after two months of being unconscious I was focused on one main point. Somewhere during my unconscious period I had decided that all we could do in life is “clean up our acts”, you know, the long trail of, “Could I have done this more skillfully, or better?” I was captivated by the people visiting me and was more than happy to share my so-called wisdom with them. I would ask them, number one, are you in a relationship? And, number two, if in a relationship, are you married? If not, why not? If it is not working why not get out now? What about work? Are you passionate about it? If not, why not? For everyone I had the same fairly boring message: find a place to put your energy with total commitment. That place might be where you are currently standing. My motto was: Just do it now.
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So what was it that I had learned lying on my back? I realized that I needed to clean up my own act. I knew there was a way that I had not gone through, "the eye of the needle" that we can only go through with 100% committed behavior. I had all the time in the world to finish my thoughts and so many of those thoughts were driven by, not so much regret, as understanding that I hadn't completely shown up in life. Those few times that I had shown up had given me complete happiness. I also noticed that those who are dear to me were a great deal happier not to be seeing my back all the time — not to be competing with a pager or a cell phone. I was encouraging commitment because, for the first time, I had nothing to do but look at my life, love the sunshine and people as they presented themselves, and just be.
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I hit my head in the accident, and strangely enough my old thought processes no longer engaged me that much, thank God. What the therapists might have called inattention or processing problems actually enabled me to be completely in the moment. For example, pain came and went, nausea came and went, constipation came and went, but for whatever blessed reason, they didn't hold my attention for long. I spent a great deal of time enjoying the total pleasure of a shower, the way the water felt on my head or the sensation of someone's nails as they were shampooing my hair. I spent little time thinking about the future, what I would do, what had happened to small me. Instead, I was totally fixated on my immediate environment. Waking up, I saw that I was completely held and embraced by the very Earth itself as well as by my wonderful family and community of support.
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I realize now that my greatest happiness in life has been in my service to people, particularly the joy that comes from being totally present with my own and their suffering. My new emphasis in service is to remind myself of this motto, “Do it now, just do it now, and be more responsive.” If you want to know how you are doing, just ask the people around you. They will be happy to tell you. Your job is to just listen and absorb it. Take it in. Really try to understand your impact on other people. If you want to know how you are doing at work, just ask your colleagues. Finally, if you want to know how you're doing in the world, just ask the trees and wind, and watch the sun.
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I would like to thank Dick Grace from the bottom of my heart for generously giving me this experience two years ago. He helped me find my pod by introducing me to like peas. My sense of belonging to this pod has sustained me over the past year. I bow down to his Holiness with deep gratitude for his willingness to put himself in such difficult situations for so many years with such humor and wisdom and compassion. He is my model for the possibility that with great diligence and practice, we can all become truly compassionate people. For all of you who are acknowledged today as heroes of compassion, thank you for your undying efforts. I suspect that at some deep level, you are happy with your lives. And finally, for those of you who are here to witness this event and are moved by these compelling stories, just do it now. Do whatever it takes so that you can give happily, and thus be happy. . .and compassionate.
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